Not so much.
Havent really updated recently. Too much has been going on. My surgery is scheduled for January 18th and Im still really sad about the whole thing. I still wish there was more I could do to make this better, I still want to be a mom so badly. I guess thats just life.
To top it off my boyfriend moved away to California today. I dont think Ive ever cried so hard in my life. Watching the person you love more than anything drive away is probably the hardest thing to do. We made eachother personal dog tags with our own sayings on them for christmas, I will have them around my neck every day.
Which means now I need to get this surgery over with and recover and get myself out to California. I want to move there to be with him and to start a new life of my own. If anyone has a room or knows of places to work will you please let me know. Im really serious about this and want to find a way to make it happen.
I hope everyone had a good christmas and have a happy new year.
xoxo
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